That's it. Last post of my blog. I'm back in Porto, back to life.. the real one. 6 months ago i was arriving in Cluj airport, now i'm at home writing in a computer which is not mine. I'm still with a lot of questions but the biggest one is: who am I now? For sure i'm different than when I left. For sure i don't have the same ambitions, the same dreams. For sure I don't have the same friends, i've a lot of new ones, and some old ones were lost.. but well, i guess that is normal. But Romania changed me, and i just can say: multumesc!
This last month was something beyond this planet. I was trying to leave every minute doing things i normally do in one hour. Every Timisoreana, every conversation, every hug, was like the last one. And well, in the end, there was a lot of last ones. I don't know why but this people liked us (me and Ricardo).. we had one week full of farewell parties and dinners. It was hard to say goodbye to Club A, to Universitate, to my faculty (!!!), to camera 5, my home, to the sicilian embassy (which is not just sicilian anymore), to Revenge, to the metro, to the dogs, to the colours of Bucharest (which is not that dark in the end), to the 66, to the cars in the sidewalks, to the non stop supermarket, to the cloudy sky, to the "buna diminata", the "poftim" and the "ce face?", to Obor, to the taxis, to the cantine, to Lipscani, to the chaos, to Chismigiu, to the mamaliga, to the real Bucuresti, my Bucuresti. Different than the one of the romanians, different than the one of the touristic guides, but for sure similiar to the one of all the lost Erasmus that one day fell down with parashutes in that place.
But besides this city, which I do love now, and I do say it's beautiful somehow, (even if people say i'm lying), there's a lot more that makes me want to take the next plane to Romania. This beautiful country filled me with memories. Cuz that's it, its so worth to go there, even for a few days. Just go there! Brasov, Sibiu, Cluj, the Carpathians are just some examples. Brasov, my first trip, it was the place where i saw the bears, the place where I started to know Javi, and the place where Sylvie was a queen. Sibiu was the first contact with the Italians, and i thank that city for that. Carpathians was my "lonely" trip, but the one where i got more in touch with the culture of the country side, and with the beauty of the its nature.
Cluj. It also passed sometime since the language course. My memories are so focused in Bucuresti now, that i almost forgot that rainy month of September. But now i'm starting to organize everything in my brain, and no one will take me those weeks of romanian, beer on the terraces, bizz and buzz and the good friends i made there.
But, most of all, thank you Romania for the people I met there.
Razvan, Romania
This is an exception. I knew this transylvania giant from before. Much before. And i knew him very well. Slovakia, Porto, Belgium.. our lives met each other, sometimes arranged, others a completely coincidence. He was the main reason who made me chose Cluj, not because he is handsome or smth (he is not, i think), but cuz of his character i was sure that place had to be smth worth to go.
Sylvie, Belgium
My first friend. My buddy. Since the first day till the last in Romania she was always there for me. All the soap operas, with us, with the others, they all had to pass trough our conversations. She helped me a lot. I hope i helped her too.
Margaux, France
My dancing queen. This "francesinha" (little french girl), made me change my opinion about french people. She always have a smile or a burp for you, anytime, just clap your hands and "voila".
The Robert Smith from Bordeaux. We proved in the end that shy people can do more than anyone else. You just need a bit of freedom and nice people around.

Giam Paolo and Mauro, Italy
The sardignian citizens. GP, The guy who wakes up at 8h in the morning to go to the mountaings with a bag and the knife and cut mushrooms. Fockin hell! Mauro, the only guy who is proud to say that Romania will be for ever on his face!
Pedro and Luis, Portugal
The portuguese "roomates" in Cluj. With them we were the perfect embassors of Portugal, in the parties, in the football.. just not in the classes.
Ricardo, Portugal
My mate, the guy who was always with me, since the begining to the end. We both had the same experiences.. well, we took differnet directions, but in the end we always filled the tank in the same gas station. And well, at least i will see him almost everyday, unfortunately, not the others.
Marina and Miahela, Romania
The two sisters who helped me more than anyone else to get trained to Bucharest. And if they witnessed this new life of mine, i also can say that i had the pleasure to see their lives growing, even if we just met half a dozen times.
Javier, Spain
My brother. My roomate. With this bastard i had the craziest stories of my Erasmus, people say i was there to take care of him, but what they don't realize is that it was him who took care of me, much more times.
Monika, Poland
My sister. My neighbour. The moon girl which gained my trust one day, the star of Club A, the vodka professional, the one that only a hug was enough to say hello.
Edyta, Poland
The other sister. The angel. Also the neighbour. One of my closest friends of all, but for sure the one I know less about. She's a box of surprises, and well, that's why i can't get rid of her.
Ralf, Germany
My crazy german roomate. With him i learned that you can do miracles with vegetables and that it's possible to be a fisherman and an heavy metal fan.
Fernando, Portugal
The inhabitant of Camera 8. A surprise. Quiet in the first months, but suddenly he revealed all his power. It's a pitty that i leave and i wont be able to see where this guy goes. The creator of one of the Erasmus musics "El belo cognito"

Tudor and Mircea, Romania
My coleagues from CFDP. Without them i coulnt have done anything for the faculty. They helped me with the courses, but most of all, they helped me to understand the treasures of romanian people.
Andrea and Alex, Romania
The ones who brough a romanian smile to our evenings, also amazing romanain food.. and tuica!
Benoit, France
The most peculiar human being living in Bucuresti. A guy wihtout phone, with a beloved serbian girlfriend and with the craziest dancing moves i've ever seen.
Baldo, Italy
Don Baldo. My roomate for one week in the Sicilian embassy. The night instructor of Bucuresti, the guy who never stops (just during the day) and still can get 10 in all the exams, including the language course.
Alessia, Italy
Dona Alessia. Also my flatmate for one week and the craziest girl Bucuresti has ever seen. Don't give her beer, she will give you troubles.. but nice troubles.
Nino, Italy
Don Nino. The calm guy with a killer look. If you have problems over the night, please contact him. Just be worried when he wants to throw you in the Dambovita.
Fanny, Belgium
One of the responsibles to make my english accent change for ever. A christmas gift, my night buddy for more than one month. Things got strange when she left. I was the second Pedro for her, but she will allways be the first for me.
Hector, Spain
The king of the night. Expect everything from him. This guy can steal a Dacia and dress an erotic dress in a club. The hermano from Madrid.
Barbara, Germany
A February aquisition. Short time to meet her, but enough to build a team and destroy (or try to..) some obstacles together.
Susanne, Germany
The jumping frog. We met in Sibiu. We didn't talk by then. For 2 months she tought i didn't like her, so, she was nice to everybody except me. One day in January she realized how wrong she was. And i realized how stupid i was not to talk with her before. But we're both happy that that day came.
Don't get mistaken, there's much more people who marked my erasmus. The ones above were kind of my family. For them I would cross the world.
So, I say now goodbye to my blog. It was quite hard sometimes to find the time to write it, but i kept on because a lof of people was asking for more. I was not expecting so many people to read it, and specially so many different people. My family, my friends here and in Romania even my faculty in Bucuresti (!!!). I just hope i didn't leave bad opinions on you, but anyway, all I wrote was true, and it showed the exact feeling i was having at the time.
And my feeling now that i'm in the most beautiful city in the world, with delicious food on the table, with good coffe on the terrace by the Douro, with warm weather which allows me to be all the night outside in the street, with friends and family coming to see me and welcome me back, is the feeling that i just left a whole life behind, and that life is still running, and i'm back in another life, which also ran during my absence. So i'm now stucked beetween two worlds, and all I wish is to go back.
Go back to the east, to that land over the Danube shores, that warmful country called Romania. And be with all of them again. And live everything again.
There will be always a Romania Calling. I wait..
La revedere!
